2025-03-25
This post is essentially nothing.
Is it?
My brain constantly thinks of something, and sometimes thoughts can get intrusive, so to write it out is the most efficient way I could get them absent.
Today I got excited to write one, but what to write then? Feelings could conflict with your ideas and I might get bored in the middle of something. It's like miniscule me climbing stairs but the height increases every time I did the right thing. Weirdly enough, my writing process is pretty straightfoward: open blog panel, type and post. Did I commit any sin or forcing myself to do routine-breaking but not so shocking for neurodivergence?
Y'know what? In 2 days I will turn 14. Age is a magical number. I could join r/im14andthisisdeep or watch some raunchy barely legal movies. It's like a new page for me waiting to be written on; my blog, but crazier.
Maybe the tomorrow me will have ideas again, who knows.
(watch House M.D, it's fun)