2025-04-06
Because this country doesn't know how to differentiate between ADHD and Autism, conclusion: I'm just a regular kid who "sometimes" goes crazy. Desperately, I tried to explain to them that I have ADHD, but they straight up IGNORED my else nonsensical trash talking about having 0 friends, but really want one: Last guy moved to other class and I sadly have to witness my very only friend planning a way to steal my iPod mini, the other one is his own god of genius, and likes to play "underground" grunge, and haven't returned my DS-2 distortion pedal since December last year. Latter and me messed ourselves up in the store aisle, was fun tho.
Since content is in the clear, she spoke straight out, verbatim-ly "I have a skill issue", going down with 70 on short memory (the average was 100), with the not-so-bad IQ of 105; You could've reached 110 if the short memory was good, YEAH!
Back to summer camp (of 2024), it appears I am going insane time by time: the girls ignored me, some just started a puppy love crash course right on the spot, but either I didn't gave a shit about them, or it is me myself who cause all of this overthinking, dark magic, untrue but tried to retain it.
I am my own creature. I AM interesting, but why... do I have to try so hard to impress everyone. Jealousy eats me like ants under my stereo's legs, munching on cheese crackers and bits of honey, feast like the free creature they're. But goodbye my friends, I will kill you.
Next guy was from the North, a bit young compared to my dad (although his birth date wasn't right), hipster in some way, friend in every way, PhD man, who cares.
Ignored.
Latest attempt was a full-of-fat, con artist who drew himself certificates all over his ego, pleases me with a chunk of 20 dollars to buy some Zoloft, to bless this motherfucker blasting his music, with his productive bookshelf of a broken family: example. Took 20mg and ended up having massive body pain, headache, sets it with nausea.
Not worth, my little blood body.